The first part of this chapter really spoke to me about being honest with God in confession time. You can't be blessed if you are untruthful in heart... you need to confess all sins to be blessed with forgiveness and healing.
'blessed is the man against whom the lord counts no iniquity and in whose spirit there is no deceit'
Being untruthful about where we are at is only harming us. God loves us enough to convict us and, if needed, discipline us till we are willing to let go of our sins...
'for day and night your hand was heavy upon me... i acknowledged my sin to you... be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding , which must be curbed with bit and bridle...'
"Happy is the person whom the Lord does not consider guilty and in whome there is nothing false. When I kept things to myself, I felt weak deep inside me..." v2-3
I love this verse. What is there to be all insecure and intimidated about in opening up and being honest? I can be honest about my peaks and valleys because I know that in being real and honest there is freedom and it's in pushing against the sides of this cocoon that my wings are able to break free and I am able to learn to fly. If I just keep things to myself, I am holed up in my dark cocoon in a bundle of confusion and frustration. Life was meant to be shared, the journey is a team journey.
"I will make you wise and show you where to go. I will guide you and watch over you. So don't be like a horse or donkey, that doesn't understand. They must be led with bits and reins or they will not come near you."
We had a good real life picture of this yesterday as P-guy and I mounted our horses for a little ride. Somebody was being stubborn as a mule, and needed so much hammering and prodding to get them to move their behind. I wonder sometimes if I am not like that, so reluctant and unwilling to yield and move in the direction that God is leading.
"Rejoice and be happy in the Lord, sing all you whose hearts are right." v11
This is the state of my heart right now. So happy and full of joy, that my heart is right, because of the cross.
We are reading our way through the bible one chapter per day. The idea behind my personal reading plan is to read through books chronologically, but not solely one book at a time. Thus on Monday we read from the books of the law, Tuesday the books of kings and judges, Wednesday the books of Jewish History, Thursday Books of Wisdom, Friday the Prophets, Saturday the Gospels and Sunday the Epistles. The next Monday we pick up at the chapter we left off in ancient history. You may think that this would be disjointed and would cause you to "lose your groove" but I have found the contrary to be true, the threads of promise, redemption and grace show up more clearly as I make my way slowly through these books in a parrallel fashion and when I pick up where I left off a week before I am reminded of things that stood out to me from last week's reading. Journaling is a big part of my processing scripture and fixing particular tidbits in my mind for the purpose of life application. I would love to have you join me!
Basic Reading Plan
Mon (Law): Genesis-Joshua
Tues (Rulers): Judges-Chronicles
Wed (History): Ezra-Psalms
Thurs (Wisdom): Prov-Jer
Fri (Prophets): Lam-Malachi
Sat (Gospels): Matthew-Acts
Sun (Epistles) Romans-Revelation.
The theme I have given each section is general. Joshua is not a book of the law and Psalms is not a book of history. The main chunk of reading in each section is, however, suitably classified as the theme it is under. In order to make the sections even out to have the same general number of books/chapters, this was the closest I could come. Otherwise one would be reading through certain sections (like the Law) for instance, much more often than the wisdom books, etc.
(Fellowship is) an expression of both love and humility. [It] springs from a desire to bring benefit to others, coupled with a sense of personal weakness and need. It has a double motive – the wish to help, and to be helped; to edify, and to be edified. It has a double aim – to do, and to receive, good. It is a seeking by Christian people to know God better through sharing with each other what, individually, they have learned of Him already. J.I. Packer.
A few introductory words of encouragement....
Think of your time feeding on God's Word as a vital aspect of your health and wellness. You wouldn't go a week without brushing your teeth, or eating physical food, don't treat the nourishing of your soul by the Word of God with any less care.
Don't cram multiple chapters if you fall behind of plan, but *do* "back-read" if you have the passion and earnest desire to do so. My habit if I miss a chapter is usually to leave it until that book comes up again the next week (based on my own reading plan) and then read two consecutive chapters rather than the one I am scheduled to read.
Don't be legalistic about the when and how. If you don't get a quiet time in the morning, THAT'S OKAY. Find a moment in the afternoon to grab a drink, sit down and put your feet up, and soak up a chapter. And if that doesn't happen, THAT'S OKAY. Take 15-20 minutes at the end of the day to plump some pillows up in your bed and soak it up before you go to sleep. And if that doesn't happen, IT'S OKAY. Tomorrow is a new day. Don't let the enemy discourage you from spending time in the word TODAY because you didn't YESTERDAY. That's just dumb. Did you get that? DUMB.
If you don't have time to read, meditate. Allow God to bring a passage of scripture to mind and allow yourself to listen. Take time to be quiet in your spirit. While you are washing dishes, folding laundry, vacuuming... cleaning bathrooms.
Spruce things up. Get yourself a PRETTY journal and jot down little things that stand out to you. Use your favourite mug or a pretty glass to pour your favourite drink. Sit in your favourite spot (this could change from day to day and depending on the time of day you read. A sunny spot on the porch in the morning, a wing back chair and a blanket if it's chilly, a garden swing in the shade on a hot afternoon, or plumped up in bed with soft lamplight in the evening. Again, don't be legalistic about the location, pick a happy spot that fits the moment/opportunity.) Oh, and DON'T wait for the pretty journal. Plain lined notepaper or even a crumpled scrap paper will work just FINE until you get one....
Remember while you read, God's word is FOR YOU. yes, it was written to a particular audience in a particular time in history and for a particular reason. But it was also written with YOU in mind, TODAY in mind, and is designed to give you strength and wisdom for the journey.
Claim ONE part of the passage and take it to heart. Read through the chapter without too much introspection at first and see what part most stands out to you. Go back and look at that part more specifically and ask yourself what is in there for YOU?
Ask relevant questions. I usually look at a passage with 2 questions in mind. 1. What does this passage tell me about God's character? 2. What does this passage tell me about humanity (ie, ME, in relation to God? a final and very important question to ask is "What does this passage require of me on a practical level?" Write down one attitude, practice or truth you want you live out TODAY in light of what God has just revealed to you. This is how we take ownership of the Word of God and allow it to relate to us and shape us on a personal level.
Build yourself a monument. As I ponder a passages relevance to me I journal the thoughts that arise. Jotting them down somehow cements my convictions in my mind, almost like laying out stones in a monument so I can go back to that place later and be reminded. I also use those notes to come here and share my thoughts later with others.
Keep your actual quiet time concise. This will help make it more likely the habit will continue to happen on a regular basis. Better to spend 15 minutes in the word daily, than 1 hour once a week.
Don't require absolute "alone" and uninterrupted time (without kids around). If they are around, they can learn to not interrupt you for 15 minutes, just like you spend time with other people when they are around, you can spend time with the Lord with them around too.
Think of God’s Word as a love letter to you. When you read stories of God’s wrath in the Old Testament, think about WHAT love paid the price for all that wrath and how a hand that once smote anyone who dared touch the ark of His covenant now beckons YOU to draw near to the throne of grace. Read everything in light of who God is and how much He loves mankind that in spite of our being so deprived, His love story reaches out, encompasses us, washes us clean, and seeks to draw us near.
May you seek Him, may He be found by you, and may you be blessed on the journey.
2 comments:
The first part of this chapter really spoke to me about being honest with God in confession time. You can't be blessed if you are untruthful in heart... you need to confess all sins to be blessed with forgiveness and healing.
'blessed is the man against whom the lord counts no iniquity and in whose spirit there is no deceit'
Being untruthful about where we are at is only harming us. God loves us enough to convict us and, if needed, discipline us till we are willing to let go of our sins...
'for day and night your hand was heavy upon me... i acknowledged my sin to you... be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding , which must be curbed with bit and bridle...'
TTFN
"Happy is the person whom the Lord does not consider guilty and in whome there is nothing false. When I kept things to myself, I felt weak deep inside me..." v2-3
I love this verse. What is there to be all insecure and intimidated about in opening up and being honest? I can be honest about my peaks and valleys because I know that in being real and honest there is freedom and it's in pushing against the sides of this cocoon that my wings are able to break free and I am able to learn to fly. If I just keep things to myself, I am holed up in my dark cocoon in a bundle of confusion and frustration. Life was meant to be shared, the journey is a team journey.
"I will make you wise and show you where to go. I will guide you and watch over you. So don't be like a horse or donkey, that doesn't understand. They must be led with bits and reins or they will not come near you."
We had a good real life picture of this yesterday as P-guy and I mounted our horses for a little ride. Somebody was being stubborn as a mule, and needed so much hammering and prodding to get them to move their behind. I wonder sometimes if I am not like that, so reluctant and unwilling to yield and move in the direction that God is leading.
"Rejoice and be happy in the Lord, sing all you whose hearts are right." v11
This is the state of my heart right now. So happy and full of joy, that my heart is right, because of the cross.
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