Monday, December 22, 2008

Exodus 9

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Wow. Pharaoh is about as stubborn as they come, huh? But I was convicted while reading that I can be pretty mulish and hard headed myself. I've fallen into what I call "Martha Mode" again through the course of this week, where I get hectic and "planner" oriented, and squeeze my quiet time with the Lord right out of the day planner. I justify and support it by saying, "Lord, I am always with you... I'm talking to you right now while I'm *doing* this thing on my list..." yeah right. I know sometimes my husband just takes me by the hand, pulls me over to the couch, sets me down, pulls my feet up into his lap and makes me sit. Just to be with him. It's beautiful, and I love it. I picture it the same with God. Yes, there is the momentary interactions as I go about my duties, He is always there, and I can always approach Him. But that moment made to just sit quietly, with my feet in His lap as it were, is extra special. It shows the intimacy and priority of the relationship. I *want* to be with you. I *want* your full attention. I *want* you to look me in the eyes and just experience ME for this moment.

I got that moment this morning. I made that moment. And I wasn't disappointed. I never am. So I don't know why I get all stubborn and mule headed and start to justify it when I turn away from it and let other things fill that space. Like Martha, "But Lord!" No, Martha. Mary had her priorities straight. She wasn't going to let hustling and bustling get in the way of her sitting at the Master's feet and soaking up His words and presence. And neither am I.