Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Ezra 9

9 comments:

Unknown said...

"they have mixed the people who belong to God with the people around them."v2

"My God, I am too ashamed and embarassed to lift up my face to you, my God, because our sins are so many. They are higher than our heads. Our guilt even reaches up to the sky."v6

What a gut wrenching chapter. Gut wrenching because a)aren't we (as a culture) guilty of the first? and b)aren't we almost arrogant with God to the point of focusing on how much He LOVES us and how much WORTH we have in His eyes, yada, yada, yada? The truth has been twisted into a lie... that because God is love, we are loveable. It becomes about us, when it is meant to be about GOD. All about Him, all for his glory, all for a truth that will send us crashing onto our knees weeping in the words of Ezra. Aware of our wretchedness, ashamed, humble. Only then when we lay ourselves flat can we truly learn what it is to be awashed in waves of mercy and grace.

Denise said...

I hope you don't mind me adding notes from my Bible. I feel very new to Bible reading and love the guidance in my notes. I usually read the chapter and the notes and then add here the verse(s) and/or notes that stood out for me.

"Ezra recognized that if God gave the people the justice they deserved, they would not be able to stand before him. Often we cry out for justice when we feel abused and unfairly treated. In those moments, we forget the reality of our own sin and the righteous judgment we deserve. How fortunate we are that God gives us mercy and grace rather than only justice. The next time you ask God for fair treament, pause to think what would happen if God gave you what you really deserve. Plead instead for his mercy."

Jude said...

"Then, at the evening sacrifice, I rose from my self-abasement, with my tunic and cloak torn, and fell on my knees with my hands spread out to the Lord my God and prayed..." v5 and start of 6
I was struck by the depth and outward show of grief over sins committed. In fact these sins were not even his own but those of his countrymen. This is not my respoense to sin. I tend to put on a strong face, carry on with life, confess, ask for forgiveness, tell as few people as possible, make amends where possible. I would avoid anyone who did carry out the actions of Ezra. I am left to wonder if this is purely cultural or if there are some components missing in the way I deal with sin...my own and that of our society. Do I brush over it as quickly as possible, minimize and make the same mistakes again and again....do I confront the people who I love who are wandering farther from God with each decision they make. I do not think I could ever wail and tear my clothes but the scenario has caused me to stop and ponder.

Unknown said...

@Nise, not sure if you saw it yesterday but I think I commented telling you how much I enjoy the notes from your bible. They are really practical and thought provoking. You are doing wonderful and before you know it you will be gleaning your very own thoughts, don't worry, it comes with time. The more familiar you become with the scriptures the more amazing stuff will open to you and you will start to get excited. Hang in their, girlfriend, I love to know you are seeking Him and I love to hear what stands out to you from His words to you.

Unknown said...

@Jude, it is very thought provoking. I can't see myself on my knees wailing in the town square, but I can see myself crying quietly in a moment of confession and fellowship with other women/people.

I think this is what we are missing. Confession and prayer is such a huge part of our spiritual walk, and we like to keep them VERY private. But you can't. They were meant to be practiced corporately, they were meant to bind a people together in love and forgiveness, repentance and strength. United we stand... kinda deal.

I was listening to some REALLY convicting stuff on confession in one of the Peasant Princess sermons. I will have to go back and listen again as I think it would be really applicable here. I might get a chance to listen to it on my way into the city tonight.

Denise said...

Thanks for all of the encouragement.

PC: "I can't see myself on my knees wailing in the town square, but I can see myself crying quietly in a moment of confession and fellowship with other women/people."

You are truly a beautiful and genuine person!

Unknown said...

@Nise... so are you, sweet friend. So are you.

Mac an Rothaich said...

Prayer...

I watched my husband and several of his buddies pray over each other in turn last night and I felt like my Spirit was going to explode!

The idea of being moved to the point of public display is so frightening for us... and we are women!! It seems all the more rare to see men in this way and yet Esra was a man and he threw himself into the moment and didn't hold back.

I was so blessed to witness the men last night and I pray more and more of us will have no choice but to react where ever and when ever God calls us to PRAY and WORSHIP and REPENT and so on and so forth.

Chris said...

I felt the sweetness that comes from confession among friends during Sunday school this week. Just unloading my situation, my sin, and confusion brought relief, cleansing and clarity to my heart and my next steps. The bitterness and need for justice is nearly gone... and what a good reminder for me you've written here, Denise... fair treatment indeed.