Psalm 88, such a sad and desperate psalm. Even thought David verbally pronounced God's unfailing love, faithfulness and wonderful deeds in vv 11-12, He was not "feeling" them in His own life.
I took comfort in the footnotes; "Have you ever felt as though you have hit bottom? The writer is so low that he even despairs of life itself. Although everthing is bad and getting worse, he is able to tell it all to God. This is one of the few psalms that gives no answer or expression of hope. Don't think you must always be cheerful and positive. Grief and depression take time to heal. No matter how low we feel we can always take our problems to God and express our anguish to him."
and "Our feelings may be as obvious and painful as those expressed by the psam writer, but they are never the complete picture. In fact, our feelings are usually very unstable. When we bring our unedited feelings to God, we allow him to point out where they are incomplete. We are in trouble whenever we give our feelings divine authority or assume that God can't handle what we feel. Praying the psalms teaches us to bring God everything about us and trains us to experience his presence even when our feelings tell us otherwise.
"Some of the leaders of Israel came to request a message from the Lord. They sat down in front of me to wait for his reply. Then this message came to me from the Lord... "How dare you come to ask me for a message? As surely as I live I will tell you nothing!"
God is not a vending machine that we go to when we "want" answers. God is a living breathing person who wants to empower us daily through His living breathing spirit to be in tune with His will and on course under His direction. If we are going our own way without any regard for the will of the Lord, of course He is going to roll His eyes when we get to a fork in the trail and want Him to miraculously shine a light on which way we should go now.
Commit your ways, your steps, your every step to the Lord and He will direct your paths... He is not a genie to just come along and help you jump over the puddles or pull you out of the quicksand. And the other verse that came to mind was one about "listening" for that voice that will direct you to go to the left or the right. Again, the listening theme this morning.
the talking of riddles part is interesting to me too. God is like the puzzle master or weaver of magical tapestry. His words work together in a kazillion pieces or threads to slowly piece or weave together the "big picture". The more time you spend examining the pieces, valuing them, trying to see how they fit, the more things come together, just like with a puzzle. Some pieces just seem to allude you, some just don't seem to fit anywhere but then, oh yes, eventually you "see" how it fits, and that is a great feeling!
so I just laid my bible aside and picked up the book I am reading on "listening" and here is what it said;
In Psalm 25:14 we read that the Lord confides in those who fear Him. (In this context the word fear carries the sense "obey"). "Confides" is a beautiful term that implies the intimate sharing of personal secrets. The Lord Jesus is looking for friends with whom he can share his secrets, confidantes who can be trusted with the sensitivities of his heart."
and then he has some practical advice on how to cultivate a relationship with God that doesn't just confide IN Him, but learns to be God's confidante. This is the theme that God has set before me.
Matthew 28:20 "and be sure of this. I am with you always. even to the end of the age."
wow. I don't know why but these words take on a deeper depth to me today than they ever have. Jesus is here. with me. within me. I am not alone. this is not MY life. thiis is my journey into purshing Him, knowing Him, following him and obeying him. How can I do all of that if I am not listening to Him.
so today I got carried off on a little word study from rev 3:10. I find it interesting how there are more and more people questioning and doubting that there will be a rapture. They believe we will have to go through the great tribulation.
so I wanted to look closely at verse 10 in the original language.
"I will protect you from the great time of testing that will come upon the whole world."
protect: tereo: attend to carefully, take care of, guard, reserve.
from: ek: out of; from; away from.
in no way does this word refer to keeping "through".
We are reading our way through the bible one chapter per day. The idea behind my personal reading plan is to read through books chronologically, but not solely one book at a time. Thus on Monday we read from the books of the law, Tuesday the books of kings and judges, Wednesday the books of Jewish History, Thursday Books of Wisdom, Friday the Prophets, Saturday the Gospels and Sunday the Epistles. The next Monday we pick up at the chapter we left off in ancient history. You may think that this would be disjointed and would cause you to "lose your groove" but I have found the contrary to be true, the threads of promise, redemption and grace show up more clearly as I make my way slowly through these books in a parrallel fashion and when I pick up where I left off a week before I am reminded of things that stood out to me from last week's reading. Journaling is a big part of my processing scripture and fixing particular tidbits in my mind for the purpose of life application. I would love to have you join me!
Basic Reading Plan
Mon (Law): Genesis-Joshua
Tues (Rulers): Judges-Chronicles
Wed (History): Ezra-Psalms
Thurs (Wisdom): Prov-Jer
Fri (Prophets): Lam-Malachi
Sat (Gospels): Matthew-Acts
Sun (Epistles) Romans-Revelation.
The theme I have given each section is general. Joshua is not a book of the law and Psalms is not a book of history. The main chunk of reading in each section is, however, suitably classified as the theme it is under. In order to make the sections even out to have the same general number of books/chapters, this was the closest I could come. Otherwise one would be reading through certain sections (like the Law) for instance, much more often than the wisdom books, etc.
(Fellowship is) an expression of both love and humility. [It] springs from a desire to bring benefit to others, coupled with a sense of personal weakness and need. It has a double motive – the wish to help, and to be helped; to edify, and to be edified. It has a double aim – to do, and to receive, good. It is a seeking by Christian people to know God better through sharing with each other what, individually, they have learned of Him already. J.I. Packer.
A few introductory words of encouragement....
Think of your time feeding on God's Word as a vital aspect of your health and wellness. You wouldn't go a week without brushing your teeth, or eating physical food, don't treat the nourishing of your soul by the Word of God with any less care.
Don't cram multiple chapters if you fall behind of plan, but *do* "back-read" if you have the passion and earnest desire to do so. My habit if I miss a chapter is usually to leave it until that book comes up again the next week (based on my own reading plan) and then read two consecutive chapters rather than the one I am scheduled to read.
Don't be legalistic about the when and how. If you don't get a quiet time in the morning, THAT'S OKAY. Find a moment in the afternoon to grab a drink, sit down and put your feet up, and soak up a chapter. And if that doesn't happen, THAT'S OKAY. Take 15-20 minutes at the end of the day to plump some pillows up in your bed and soak it up before you go to sleep. And if that doesn't happen, IT'S OKAY. Tomorrow is a new day. Don't let the enemy discourage you from spending time in the word TODAY because you didn't YESTERDAY. That's just dumb. Did you get that? DUMB.
If you don't have time to read, meditate. Allow God to bring a passage of scripture to mind and allow yourself to listen. Take time to be quiet in your spirit. While you are washing dishes, folding laundry, vacuuming... cleaning bathrooms.
Spruce things up. Get yourself a PRETTY journal and jot down little things that stand out to you. Use your favourite mug or a pretty glass to pour your favourite drink. Sit in your favourite spot (this could change from day to day and depending on the time of day you read. A sunny spot on the porch in the morning, a wing back chair and a blanket if it's chilly, a garden swing in the shade on a hot afternoon, or plumped up in bed with soft lamplight in the evening. Again, don't be legalistic about the location, pick a happy spot that fits the moment/opportunity.) Oh, and DON'T wait for the pretty journal. Plain lined notepaper or even a crumpled scrap paper will work just FINE until you get one....
Remember while you read, God's word is FOR YOU. yes, it was written to a particular audience in a particular time in history and for a particular reason. But it was also written with YOU in mind, TODAY in mind, and is designed to give you strength and wisdom for the journey.
Claim ONE part of the passage and take it to heart. Read through the chapter without too much introspection at first and see what part most stands out to you. Go back and look at that part more specifically and ask yourself what is in there for YOU?
Ask relevant questions. I usually look at a passage with 2 questions in mind. 1. What does this passage tell me about God's character? 2. What does this passage tell me about humanity (ie, ME, in relation to God? a final and very important question to ask is "What does this passage require of me on a practical level?" Write down one attitude, practice or truth you want you live out TODAY in light of what God has just revealed to you. This is how we take ownership of the Word of God and allow it to relate to us and shape us on a personal level.
Build yourself a monument. As I ponder a passages relevance to me I journal the thoughts that arise. Jotting them down somehow cements my convictions in my mind, almost like laying out stones in a monument so I can go back to that place later and be reminded. I also use those notes to come here and share my thoughts later with others.
Keep your actual quiet time concise. This will help make it more likely the habit will continue to happen on a regular basis. Better to spend 15 minutes in the word daily, than 1 hour once a week.
Don't require absolute "alone" and uninterrupted time (without kids around). If they are around, they can learn to not interrupt you for 15 minutes, just like you spend time with other people when they are around, you can spend time with the Lord with them around too.
Think of God’s Word as a love letter to you. When you read stories of God’s wrath in the Old Testament, think about WHAT love paid the price for all that wrath and how a hand that once smote anyone who dared touch the ark of His covenant now beckons YOU to draw near to the throne of grace. Read everything in light of who God is and how much He loves mankind that in spite of our being so deprived, His love story reaches out, encompasses us, washes us clean, and seeks to draw us near.
May you seek Him, may He be found by you, and may you be blessed on the journey.
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Psalm 88, such a sad and desperate psalm. Even thought David verbally pronounced God's unfailing love, faithfulness and wonderful deeds in vv 11-12, He was not "feeling" them in His own life.
I took comfort in the footnotes; "Have you ever felt as though you have hit bottom? The writer is so low that he even despairs of life itself. Although everthing is bad and getting worse, he is able to tell it all to God. This is one of the few psalms that gives no answer or expression of hope. Don't think you must always be cheerful and positive. Grief and depression take time to heal. No matter how low we feel we can always take our problems to God and express our anguish to him."
and "Our feelings may be as obvious and painful as those expressed by the psam writer, but they are never the complete picture. In fact, our feelings are usually very unstable. When we bring our unedited feelings to God, we allow him to point out where they are incomplete. We are in trouble whenever we give our feelings divine authority or assume that God can't handle what we feel. Praying the psalms teaches us to bring God everything about us and trains us to experience his presence even when our feelings tell us otherwise.
Jeremiah 26:4 "If you will not listen to me..."
listening is a theme for me at this point in my life. Learning to be still and not just talk to God, but truly hear from Him and go from there.
Ezekiel 20:1-2 and 49
"Some of the leaders of Israel came to request a message from the Lord. They sat down in front of me to wait for his reply. Then this message came to me from the Lord... "How dare you come to ask me for a message? As surely as I live I will tell you nothing!"
God is not a vending machine that we go to when we "want" answers. God is a living breathing person who wants to empower us daily through His living breathing spirit to be in tune with His will and on course under His direction. If we are going our own way without any regard for the will of the Lord, of course He is going to roll His eyes when we get to a fork in the trail and want Him to miraculously shine a light on which way we should go now.
Commit your ways, your steps, your every step to the Lord and He will direct your paths... He is not a genie to just come along and help you jump over the puddles or pull you out of the quicksand. And the other verse that came to mind was one about "listening" for that voice that will direct you to go to the left or the right. Again, the listening theme this morning.
the talking of riddles part is interesting to me too. God is like the puzzle master or weaver of magical tapestry. His words work together in a kazillion pieces or threads to slowly piece or weave together the "big picture". The more time you spend examining the pieces, valuing them, trying to see how they fit, the more things come together, just like with a puzzle. Some pieces just seem to allude you, some just don't seem to fit anywhere but then, oh yes, eventually you "see" how it fits, and that is a great feeling!
so I just laid my bible aside and picked up the book I am reading on "listening" and here is what it said;
In Psalm 25:14 we read that the Lord confides in those who fear Him. (In this context the word fear carries the sense "obey"). "Confides" is a beautiful term that implies the intimate sharing of personal secrets. The Lord Jesus is looking for friends with whom he can share his secrets, confidantes who can be trusted with the sensitivities of his heart."
and then he has some practical advice on how to cultivate a relationship with God that doesn't just confide IN Him, but learns to be God's confidante. This is the theme that God has set before me.
Matthew 28:20 "and be sure of this. I am with you always. even to the end of the age."
wow. I don't know why but these words take on a deeper depth to me today than they ever have. Jesus is here. with me. within me. I am not alone. this is not MY life. thiis is my journey into purshing Him, knowing Him, following him and obeying him. How can I do all of that if I am not listening to Him.
so today I got carried off on a little word study from rev 3:10. I find it interesting how there are more and more people questioning and doubting that there will be a rapture. They believe we will have to go through the great tribulation.
so I wanted to look closely at verse 10 in the original language.
"I will protect you from the great time of testing that will come upon the whole world."
protect: tereo: attend to carefully, take care of, guard, reserve.
from: ek: out of; from; away from.
in no way does this word refer to keeping "through".
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