Thursday, October 15, 2009

Psalm 59

4 comments:

Unknown said...

Wow. This really, really spoke to me personally today.

"Those who come against me... men waiting to ambush me... cruel men attack me, but I have not sinned or done wrong... I have done nothing wrong, but they are ready to attack me...

Notice what comes from their mouths... insults come from their lips... they sin by what they say, they sin with their words... let their pride trap them.

They come back at night, like dogs they growl and roam around the city. They wander about looking for food and they howl if they do not find enough."

Seriously, when you know who went off on me the other day, I literally felt like a snarling dog was stalking me, looking for "bait" to rip his teeth into and tear me apart with. That one day he spent hours perusing 48 pages of archives. If that isn't prowling I don't know what is.

A horrible weight of fear came over me. I felt violated, vulnerable... and wanted to run and hide, safe from critical judgment and cruel scrutiny. But I didn't give in to that fear (that made me want to take my blog private or make it disappear into oblivion). I pulled on my armor, HIS armor, and made mentally took on the mentality of a warrior.

Not a warrior who comes out swinging and is out to pay retribution. But a warrior who stands strong, knowing her defender is up to the challenge. I love that last part of the chapter,

"But I will sing about YOUR strength. In the morning I will sing about your love. You are my defender, my place of safety in times of trouble. God, my strength, I will sing praises to you. God, my defender, you are the God who loves me."

I will keep singing. And I will not be afraid.

Mac an Rothaich said...

Correct me if I am wrong but my Bible says this is a psalm of David when he is being watch by his enemies, who where to kill him for Saul.

I might not have enemies in the flesh like that but I often feel like THE enemy is watching and waiting for opportunity to win in the battles of my soul. I can relate with the description of the growling dogs about the city for that reason. Just this week as I was stepping out in obedience and immediately the enemy brought up an old fear. This gnawing, circling type attack of fear was messing with me for a while till I saw it for the old lie that is was and accepted the Lord's shelter.

That brings me to the last few verses of praise and thanks. I also felt connected to that part of the Psalm. I am very thankful for the strength, defense and mercy found in my God. I have learned that the joy of the Lord is my strength NO MATTER my circumstances. Joy is not like happiness, it is the Lords and goes beyond understanding and isn't effected by the hills and valleys in my walk, but is constant in Christ. I felt David demonstrated that concept by praising God in the middle of life threatening struggle!

Mac an Rothaich said...

So glad this spoke to you about your so recent experience Prairie Chick. So thankful for how the Spirit find ways in the Word to really really minister to us!

Unknown said...

>>till I saw it for the old lie that is was and accepted the Lord's shelter.<<

Love this. The adversary will use ANY chink in our armor to try to weasel his way in and disarm us. We need to be on guard, be alert, and fight him off with TRUTH.

What's that song by Third Day "The voice of truth...." I'll have to find that and listen to it today.

Love fellowshipping with you guys here.