Wow. This really, really spoke to me personally today.
"Those who come against me... men waiting to ambush me... cruel men attack me, but I have not sinned or done wrong... I have done nothing wrong, but they are ready to attack me...
Notice what comes from their mouths... insults come from their lips... they sin by what they say, they sin with their words... let their pride trap them.
They come back at night, like dogs they growl and roam around the city. They wander about looking for food and they howl if they do not find enough."
Seriously, when you know who went off on me the other day, I literally felt like a snarling dog was stalking me, looking for "bait" to rip his teeth into and tear me apart with. That one day he spent hours perusing 48 pages of archives. If that isn't prowling I don't know what is.
A horrible weight of fear came over me. I felt violated, vulnerable... and wanted to run and hide, safe from critical judgment and cruel scrutiny. But I didn't give in to that fear (that made me want to take my blog private or make it disappear into oblivion). I pulled on my armor, HIS armor, and made mentally took on the mentality of a warrior.
Not a warrior who comes out swinging and is out to pay retribution. But a warrior who stands strong, knowing her defender is up to the challenge. I love that last part of the chapter,
"But I will sing about YOUR strength. In the morning I will sing about your love. You are my defender, my place of safety in times of trouble. God, my strength, I will sing praises to you. God, my defender, you are the God who loves me."
Correct me if I am wrong but my Bible says this is a psalm of David when he is being watch by his enemies, who where to kill him for Saul.
I might not have enemies in the flesh like that but I often feel like THE enemy is watching and waiting for opportunity to win in the battles of my soul. I can relate with the description of the growling dogs about the city for that reason. Just this week as I was stepping out in obedience and immediately the enemy brought up an old fear. This gnawing, circling type attack of fear was messing with me for a while till I saw it for the old lie that is was and accepted the Lord's shelter.
That brings me to the last few verses of praise and thanks. I also felt connected to that part of the Psalm. I am very thankful for the strength, defense and mercy found in my God. I have learned that the joy of the Lord is my strength NO MATTER my circumstances. Joy is not like happiness, it is the Lords and goes beyond understanding and isn't effected by the hills and valleys in my walk, but is constant in Christ. I felt David demonstrated that concept by praising God in the middle of life threatening struggle!
So glad this spoke to you about your so recent experience Prairie Chick. So thankful for how the Spirit find ways in the Word to really really minister to us!
>>till I saw it for the old lie that is was and accepted the Lord's shelter.<<
Love this. The adversary will use ANY chink in our armor to try to weasel his way in and disarm us. We need to be on guard, be alert, and fight him off with TRUTH.
What's that song by Third Day "The voice of truth...." I'll have to find that and listen to it today.
We are reading our way through the bible one chapter per day. The idea behind my personal reading plan is to read through books chronologically, but not solely one book at a time. Thus on Monday we read from the books of the law, Tuesday the books of kings and judges, Wednesday the books of Jewish History, Thursday Books of Wisdom, Friday the Prophets, Saturday the Gospels and Sunday the Epistles. The next Monday we pick up at the chapter we left off in ancient history. You may think that this would be disjointed and would cause you to "lose your groove" but I have found the contrary to be true, the threads of promise, redemption and grace show up more clearly as I make my way slowly through these books in a parrallel fashion and when I pick up where I left off a week before I am reminded of things that stood out to me from last week's reading. Journaling is a big part of my processing scripture and fixing particular tidbits in my mind for the purpose of life application. I would love to have you join me!
Basic Reading Plan
Mon (Law): Genesis-Joshua
Tues (Rulers): Judges-Chronicles
Wed (History): Ezra-Psalms
Thurs (Wisdom): Prov-Jer
Fri (Prophets): Lam-Malachi
Sat (Gospels): Matthew-Acts
Sun (Epistles) Romans-Revelation.
The theme I have given each section is general. Joshua is not a book of the law and Psalms is not a book of history. The main chunk of reading in each section is, however, suitably classified as the theme it is under. In order to make the sections even out to have the same general number of books/chapters, this was the closest I could come. Otherwise one would be reading through certain sections (like the Law) for instance, much more often than the wisdom books, etc.
(Fellowship is) an expression of both love and humility. [It] springs from a desire to bring benefit to others, coupled with a sense of personal weakness and need. It has a double motive – the wish to help, and to be helped; to edify, and to be edified. It has a double aim – to do, and to receive, good. It is a seeking by Christian people to know God better through sharing with each other what, individually, they have learned of Him already. J.I. Packer.
A few introductory words of encouragement....
Think of your time feeding on God's Word as a vital aspect of your health and wellness. You wouldn't go a week without brushing your teeth, or eating physical food, don't treat the nourishing of your soul by the Word of God with any less care.
Don't cram multiple chapters if you fall behind of plan, but *do* "back-read" if you have the passion and earnest desire to do so. My habit if I miss a chapter is usually to leave it until that book comes up again the next week (based on my own reading plan) and then read two consecutive chapters rather than the one I am scheduled to read.
Don't be legalistic about the when and how. If you don't get a quiet time in the morning, THAT'S OKAY. Find a moment in the afternoon to grab a drink, sit down and put your feet up, and soak up a chapter. And if that doesn't happen, THAT'S OKAY. Take 15-20 minutes at the end of the day to plump some pillows up in your bed and soak it up before you go to sleep. And if that doesn't happen, IT'S OKAY. Tomorrow is a new day. Don't let the enemy discourage you from spending time in the word TODAY because you didn't YESTERDAY. That's just dumb. Did you get that? DUMB.
If you don't have time to read, meditate. Allow God to bring a passage of scripture to mind and allow yourself to listen. Take time to be quiet in your spirit. While you are washing dishes, folding laundry, vacuuming... cleaning bathrooms.
Spruce things up. Get yourself a PRETTY journal and jot down little things that stand out to you. Use your favourite mug or a pretty glass to pour your favourite drink. Sit in your favourite spot (this could change from day to day and depending on the time of day you read. A sunny spot on the porch in the morning, a wing back chair and a blanket if it's chilly, a garden swing in the shade on a hot afternoon, or plumped up in bed with soft lamplight in the evening. Again, don't be legalistic about the location, pick a happy spot that fits the moment/opportunity.) Oh, and DON'T wait for the pretty journal. Plain lined notepaper or even a crumpled scrap paper will work just FINE until you get one....
Remember while you read, God's word is FOR YOU. yes, it was written to a particular audience in a particular time in history and for a particular reason. But it was also written with YOU in mind, TODAY in mind, and is designed to give you strength and wisdom for the journey.
Claim ONE part of the passage and take it to heart. Read through the chapter without too much introspection at first and see what part most stands out to you. Go back and look at that part more specifically and ask yourself what is in there for YOU?
Ask relevant questions. I usually look at a passage with 2 questions in mind. 1. What does this passage tell me about God's character? 2. What does this passage tell me about humanity (ie, ME, in relation to God? a final and very important question to ask is "What does this passage require of me on a practical level?" Write down one attitude, practice or truth you want you live out TODAY in light of what God has just revealed to you. This is how we take ownership of the Word of God and allow it to relate to us and shape us on a personal level.
Build yourself a monument. As I ponder a passages relevance to me I journal the thoughts that arise. Jotting them down somehow cements my convictions in my mind, almost like laying out stones in a monument so I can go back to that place later and be reminded. I also use those notes to come here and share my thoughts later with others.
Keep your actual quiet time concise. This will help make it more likely the habit will continue to happen on a regular basis. Better to spend 15 minutes in the word daily, than 1 hour once a week.
Don't require absolute "alone" and uninterrupted time (without kids around). If they are around, they can learn to not interrupt you for 15 minutes, just like you spend time with other people when they are around, you can spend time with the Lord with them around too.
Think of God’s Word as a love letter to you. When you read stories of God’s wrath in the Old Testament, think about WHAT love paid the price for all that wrath and how a hand that once smote anyone who dared touch the ark of His covenant now beckons YOU to draw near to the throne of grace. Read everything in light of who God is and how much He loves mankind that in spite of our being so deprived, His love story reaches out, encompasses us, washes us clean, and seeks to draw us near.
May you seek Him, may He be found by you, and may you be blessed on the journey.
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Wow. This really, really spoke to me personally today.
"Those who come against me... men waiting to ambush me... cruel men attack me, but I have not sinned or done wrong... I have done nothing wrong, but they are ready to attack me...
Notice what comes from their mouths... insults come from their lips... they sin by what they say, they sin with their words... let their pride trap them.
They come back at night, like dogs they growl and roam around the city. They wander about looking for food and they howl if they do not find enough."
Seriously, when you know who went off on me the other day, I literally felt like a snarling dog was stalking me, looking for "bait" to rip his teeth into and tear me apart with. That one day he spent hours perusing 48 pages of archives. If that isn't prowling I don't know what is.
A horrible weight of fear came over me. I felt violated, vulnerable... and wanted to run and hide, safe from critical judgment and cruel scrutiny. But I didn't give in to that fear (that made me want to take my blog private or make it disappear into oblivion). I pulled on my armor, HIS armor, and made mentally took on the mentality of a warrior.
Not a warrior who comes out swinging and is out to pay retribution. But a warrior who stands strong, knowing her defender is up to the challenge. I love that last part of the chapter,
"But I will sing about YOUR strength. In the morning I will sing about your love. You are my defender, my place of safety in times of trouble. God, my strength, I will sing praises to you. God, my defender, you are the God who loves me."
I will keep singing. And I will not be afraid.
Correct me if I am wrong but my Bible says this is a psalm of David when he is being watch by his enemies, who where to kill him for Saul.
I might not have enemies in the flesh like that but I often feel like THE enemy is watching and waiting for opportunity to win in the battles of my soul. I can relate with the description of the growling dogs about the city for that reason. Just this week as I was stepping out in obedience and immediately the enemy brought up an old fear. This gnawing, circling type attack of fear was messing with me for a while till I saw it for the old lie that is was and accepted the Lord's shelter.
That brings me to the last few verses of praise and thanks. I also felt connected to that part of the Psalm. I am very thankful for the strength, defense and mercy found in my God. I have learned that the joy of the Lord is my strength NO MATTER my circumstances. Joy is not like happiness, it is the Lords and goes beyond understanding and isn't effected by the hills and valleys in my walk, but is constant in Christ. I felt David demonstrated that concept by praising God in the middle of life threatening struggle!
So glad this spoke to you about your so recent experience Prairie Chick. So thankful for how the Spirit find ways in the Word to really really minister to us!
>>till I saw it for the old lie that is was and accepted the Lord's shelter.<<
Love this. The adversary will use ANY chink in our armor to try to weasel his way in and disarm us. We need to be on guard, be alert, and fight him off with TRUTH.
What's that song by Third Day "The voice of truth...." I'll have to find that and listen to it today.
Love fellowshipping with you guys here.
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