..."and how Elijah had killed all the prophets with a sword." v1
Somehow I think I completely missed that last week. "The people captured all the propthets. Then Elijah led them down to the Kishon Valley, where he killed them." v40 of chap 18.
Yikes. Sometimes my eyes are quick to see the things that fit my paradigm and skip over the ones that don't. It was so great to see Elijah call down fire from heaven on water soaked altars and all, but here we have horrible, horrible bloodshed of mankind. And indeed, that is the price for sin. But we don't like that. We have problems with that. Even last night as I watched a show with my husband and "bad guys" were being offed my brain and my heart were both rebelling and repulsed and I was asking myself if seeing bloodshed like that isn't a conditioning of sorts, a travesty really, dishonoring the value of human life.
But now this morning I think about this, and oh my goodness, it really doesn't fit into my paradigm well at all. I guess the thought it has awakened in me, or the question maybe, is if I place too much value on human life without recognizing that ALL of that value hinges on God's Spirit and Christ's redemption. without those two things of what value is our life more than that of any animal? These are stunning thoughts, and they have only just to come to me, so I will need to process. I fear there may be a strong grain of humanism at play here (within me) that needs to be brought into question.
"He sat down under a bush and asked to die. 'I have had enough, Lord." He prayed. "Let me die. I am no better than my ancestors." Then he lay down under the tree and slept." v4-5
The onset of depression. I can "feel" it coming.
"I have always served you as well as I could. But the people of Israel have.... I am the only prophet left..." v10
the voice of depression. Woe is me. What is WRONG with the world and with EVERYONE??? I know these thoughts, I know this horrible, sinking, oppressive false reality coming to play in your head, the arrows of the enemy knowing just where to strike to get a good man down. I love what comes...
That God reveals Himself to Elijah in the dumps of despair. That He gently beckons Him to look up... and to listen. And that He strengthens him and opens his eyes to see what he couldn't know and see for himself. That in their individual places of life and work in that small nation, God had seven thousand faithful ones who refused to bow to the idols of that age, and whose mouths had not kissed idolatry, but were true to Him.
SUCH a heartening and beautiful passage. Sometimes we can feel so alone in our journey of holiness, in our passion for things not of this world, when the world seems to be plodding along in apathy and distraction. But the Lord knows who are His. And we are never alone.
A truly gritty, down to earth, out of this world, beautiful chapter.
It was amazing that God feed Elijah in the previous chapter when he was doing the 'man of God thing' but beautiful that he feed him again, this time with an angels aid when he was at such a place of weakness. We often judge others when they are down in spirit as not living right but how the Lord loves those down cast and broken in spirit, how he tenderly wants to strengthen them.
A chapter I must read again the next time I am letting the junk play in my head that gets me depressed.
We are never alone, God has a select group who WILL CONTINUE TO SERVE HIM! Thank you Jesus!
Long day so will just steer you to the quote in v11-12. I am always delighted, encouraged, left with a sense of peace when I read that God was in the gentle whisper. I am not even sure that I fully understand why he wasn't in the fire or wind or earthquake b/c he could have been, right? I just know that it is so much more comforting to find him in a whisper.
Less comforting about the slaughter of the prophets. I skimmed over that too in Ch18. In my translation it just says that he ordered them slaughtered but I suppose it is all the same thing anyway. Shiver.
We are reading our way through the bible one chapter per day. The idea behind my personal reading plan is to read through books chronologically, but not solely one book at a time. Thus on Monday we read from the books of the law, Tuesday the books of kings and judges, Wednesday the books of Jewish History, Thursday Books of Wisdom, Friday the Prophets, Saturday the Gospels and Sunday the Epistles. The next Monday we pick up at the chapter we left off in ancient history. You may think that this would be disjointed and would cause you to "lose your groove" but I have found the contrary to be true, the threads of promise, redemption and grace show up more clearly as I make my way slowly through these books in a parrallel fashion and when I pick up where I left off a week before I am reminded of things that stood out to me from last week's reading. Journaling is a big part of my processing scripture and fixing particular tidbits in my mind for the purpose of life application. I would love to have you join me!
Basic Reading Plan
Mon (Law): Genesis-Joshua
Tues (Rulers): Judges-Chronicles
Wed (History): Ezra-Psalms
Thurs (Wisdom): Prov-Jer
Fri (Prophets): Lam-Malachi
Sat (Gospels): Matthew-Acts
Sun (Epistles) Romans-Revelation.
The theme I have given each section is general. Joshua is not a book of the law and Psalms is not a book of history. The main chunk of reading in each section is, however, suitably classified as the theme it is under. In order to make the sections even out to have the same general number of books/chapters, this was the closest I could come. Otherwise one would be reading through certain sections (like the Law) for instance, much more often than the wisdom books, etc.
(Fellowship is) an expression of both love and humility. [It] springs from a desire to bring benefit to others, coupled with a sense of personal weakness and need. It has a double motive – the wish to help, and to be helped; to edify, and to be edified. It has a double aim – to do, and to receive, good. It is a seeking by Christian people to know God better through sharing with each other what, individually, they have learned of Him already. J.I. Packer.
A few introductory words of encouragement....
Think of your time feeding on God's Word as a vital aspect of your health and wellness. You wouldn't go a week without brushing your teeth, or eating physical food, don't treat the nourishing of your soul by the Word of God with any less care.
Don't cram multiple chapters if you fall behind of plan, but *do* "back-read" if you have the passion and earnest desire to do so. My habit if I miss a chapter is usually to leave it until that book comes up again the next week (based on my own reading plan) and then read two consecutive chapters rather than the one I am scheduled to read.
Don't be legalistic about the when and how. If you don't get a quiet time in the morning, THAT'S OKAY. Find a moment in the afternoon to grab a drink, sit down and put your feet up, and soak up a chapter. And if that doesn't happen, THAT'S OKAY. Take 15-20 minutes at the end of the day to plump some pillows up in your bed and soak it up before you go to sleep. And if that doesn't happen, IT'S OKAY. Tomorrow is a new day. Don't let the enemy discourage you from spending time in the word TODAY because you didn't YESTERDAY. That's just dumb. Did you get that? DUMB.
If you don't have time to read, meditate. Allow God to bring a passage of scripture to mind and allow yourself to listen. Take time to be quiet in your spirit. While you are washing dishes, folding laundry, vacuuming... cleaning bathrooms.
Spruce things up. Get yourself a PRETTY journal and jot down little things that stand out to you. Use your favourite mug or a pretty glass to pour your favourite drink. Sit in your favourite spot (this could change from day to day and depending on the time of day you read. A sunny spot on the porch in the morning, a wing back chair and a blanket if it's chilly, a garden swing in the shade on a hot afternoon, or plumped up in bed with soft lamplight in the evening. Again, don't be legalistic about the location, pick a happy spot that fits the moment/opportunity.) Oh, and DON'T wait for the pretty journal. Plain lined notepaper or even a crumpled scrap paper will work just FINE until you get one....
Remember while you read, God's word is FOR YOU. yes, it was written to a particular audience in a particular time in history and for a particular reason. But it was also written with YOU in mind, TODAY in mind, and is designed to give you strength and wisdom for the journey.
Claim ONE part of the passage and take it to heart. Read through the chapter without too much introspection at first and see what part most stands out to you. Go back and look at that part more specifically and ask yourself what is in there for YOU?
Ask relevant questions. I usually look at a passage with 2 questions in mind. 1. What does this passage tell me about God's character? 2. What does this passage tell me about humanity (ie, ME, in relation to God? a final and very important question to ask is "What does this passage require of me on a practical level?" Write down one attitude, practice or truth you want you live out TODAY in light of what God has just revealed to you. This is how we take ownership of the Word of God and allow it to relate to us and shape us on a personal level.
Build yourself a monument. As I ponder a passages relevance to me I journal the thoughts that arise. Jotting them down somehow cements my convictions in my mind, almost like laying out stones in a monument so I can go back to that place later and be reminded. I also use those notes to come here and share my thoughts later with others.
Keep your actual quiet time concise. This will help make it more likely the habit will continue to happen on a regular basis. Better to spend 15 minutes in the word daily, than 1 hour once a week.
Don't require absolute "alone" and uninterrupted time (without kids around). If they are around, they can learn to not interrupt you for 15 minutes, just like you spend time with other people when they are around, you can spend time with the Lord with them around too.
Think of God’s Word as a love letter to you. When you read stories of God’s wrath in the Old Testament, think about WHAT love paid the price for all that wrath and how a hand that once smote anyone who dared touch the ark of His covenant now beckons YOU to draw near to the throne of grace. Read everything in light of who God is and how much He loves mankind that in spite of our being so deprived, His love story reaches out, encompasses us, washes us clean, and seeks to draw us near.
May you seek Him, may He be found by you, and may you be blessed on the journey.
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..."and how Elijah had killed all the prophets with a sword." v1
Somehow I think I completely missed that last week. "The people captured all the propthets. Then Elijah led them down to the Kishon Valley, where he killed them." v40 of chap 18.
Yikes. Sometimes my eyes are quick to see the things that fit my paradigm and skip over the ones that don't. It was so great to see Elijah call down fire from heaven on water soaked altars and all, but here we have horrible, horrible bloodshed of mankind. And indeed, that is the price for sin. But we don't like that. We have problems with that. Even last night as I watched a show with my husband and "bad guys" were being offed my brain and my heart were both rebelling and repulsed and I was asking myself if seeing bloodshed like that isn't a conditioning of sorts, a travesty really, dishonoring the value of human life.
But now this morning I think about this, and oh my goodness, it really doesn't fit into my paradigm well at all. I guess the thought it has awakened in me, or the question maybe, is if I place too much value on human life without recognizing that ALL of that value hinges on God's Spirit and Christ's redemption. without those two things of what value is our life more than that of any animal? These are stunning thoughts, and they have only just to come to me, so I will need to process. I fear there may be a strong grain of humanism at play here (within me) that needs to be brought into question.
"He sat down under a bush and asked to die. 'I have had enough, Lord." He prayed. "Let me die. I am no better than my ancestors." Then he lay down under the tree and slept." v4-5
The onset of depression. I can "feel" it coming.
"I have always served you as well as I could. But the people of Israel have.... I am the only prophet left..." v10
the voice of depression. Woe is me. What is WRONG with the world and with EVERYONE??? I know these thoughts, I know this horrible, sinking, oppressive false reality coming to play in your head, the arrows of the enemy knowing just where to strike to get a good man down. I love what comes...
That God reveals Himself to Elijah in the dumps of despair. That He gently beckons Him to look up... and to listen. And that He strengthens him and opens his eyes to see what he couldn't know and see for himself. That in their individual places of life and work in that small nation, God had seven thousand faithful ones who refused to bow to the idols of that age, and whose mouths had not kissed idolatry, but were true to Him.
SUCH a heartening and beautiful passage. Sometimes we can feel so alone in our journey of holiness, in our passion for things not of this world, when the world seems to be plodding along in apathy and distraction. But the Lord knows who are His. And we are never alone.
A truly gritty, down to earth, out of this world, beautiful chapter.
It was amazing that God feed Elijah in the previous chapter when he was doing the 'man of God thing' but beautiful that he feed him again, this time with an angels aid when he was at such a place of weakness. We often judge others when they are down in spirit as not living right but how the Lord loves those down cast and broken in spirit, how he tenderly wants to strengthen them.
A chapter I must read again the next time I am letting the junk play in my head that gets me depressed.
We are never alone, God has a select group who WILL CONTINUE TO SERVE HIM! Thank you Jesus!
Long day so will just steer you to the quote in v11-12. I am always delighted, encouraged, left with a sense of peace when I read that God was in the gentle whisper. I am not even sure that I fully understand why he wasn't in the fire or wind or earthquake b/c he could have been, right? I just know that it is so much more comforting to find him in a whisper.
Less comforting about the slaughter of the prophets. I skimmed over that too in Ch18. In my translation it just says that he ordered them slaughtered but I suppose it is all the same thing anyway. Shiver.
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