Exodus 4 "Moses reluctance and fear were caused by overanticipation." He was worried about how the people *might* respond to him. We often uild up events in our minds and then panic over what *might* go wrong."
This drew my attention. This is bondage. To live in bondage to every possible thought someone *might* think about you, judgement they *might* make against you, or ways that you *might* not live up to your own or others expectations. This is a very handicapped way to live.
Surrender. It is a wonderful word when used in context of surrender to God. You can surrender all those pointless "mights" and also the horrid habit of trying to micro manage every moment of your life to avoid any possible moment of vulnerability. Vulnerability, when embraced with grace and love, is a truly beautiful thing and nothing to fear. It has the gentle eyes of a beautiful golden retriever, who yes, might knock things over unwittingly with their tail... but who is so much more appealing and desirable than a porcupine.
This is so true. I was visiting with a friend last night and she was telling me about about something she had heard in a sermon about the wise, the foolish and the wicked. The wise can look, listen and respond to things objectively, examining what is shared either good or bad and comparing it to truth.
The foolish are not able to do this. They don't know how to be objective and they compare everything through the lens of their own feelings or "beliefs" (which are really deceptions) that are not grounded in truth but in aggrandizement of self.
And there are the wicked who are not only deceived in perception but consciously compare truth to evil, and choose evil.
I get the impression here that Abigail was basically saying to David "pay him no mind. He may be a fool but he is not evil". Fools can be pitied. Why are we even going to try to talk sense to a fool? When they can't see sense because that sense doesn't line up with their own feelings. Why waste your breath when someone is so narrow in their thinking that they truly believe they don't need to answer to anyone (to truth). There is no point, they have made themselves king and have set up their own rules for relationship and living. Wash your hands of them in that state (don't wish them evil and don't feel the need to put them in their place).
Fools live in castles of their own construction that appear to be built with bricks of pride and arrogance, really they are walls of insecurity and fear.
That last sentence really helps me to see others differently. When I think about how some people appear, I can really see the fear & security they are covering up. Great thought! I don't comment often but know that I do follow your study program & enjoy the comments expressed here. Keep it up; know that your "ministry" encourages others, including me!!
wow. I said that? LOL! Whenever someone comments on something I have said I am always reminded that I am not alone and my rambling "thoughts" look a whole lot more like bold statements when shown up in black text on a white background! Yikes, kind of makes me nervous, LOL.
For the record, I'm sure you all know this, but I am just sifting and processing, not in any way trying to appear to have the answers! I just enjoy puzzling out the various elements of character and life lessons that have been passed down in scripture for our benefit.
I was struck by the parallel between those who trust in human strength and those who trust in the Lord. The first are like stunted underbrush in the desert, parched and never growing, the others are like trees planted by streams of water, flourishing. When we focus inward, we wither, when we focus upward, we flourish. What a joy to "look up" each morning, digest truth, and grow healthy and strong in the things of the spirit!
We are reading our way through the bible one chapter per day. The idea behind my personal reading plan is to read through books chronologically, but not solely one book at a time. Thus on Monday we read from the books of the law, Tuesday the books of kings and judges, Wednesday the books of Jewish History, Thursday Books of Wisdom, Friday the Prophets, Saturday the Gospels and Sunday the Epistles. The next Monday we pick up at the chapter we left off in ancient history. You may think that this would be disjointed and would cause you to "lose your groove" but I have found the contrary to be true, the threads of promise, redemption and grace show up more clearly as I make my way slowly through these books in a parrallel fashion and when I pick up where I left off a week before I am reminded of things that stood out to me from last week's reading. Journaling is a big part of my processing scripture and fixing particular tidbits in my mind for the purpose of life application. I would love to have you join me!
Basic Reading Plan
Mon (Law): Genesis-Joshua
Tues (Rulers): Judges-Chronicles
Wed (History): Ezra-Psalms
Thurs (Wisdom): Prov-Jer
Fri (Prophets): Lam-Malachi
Sat (Gospels): Matthew-Acts
Sun (Epistles) Romans-Revelation.
The theme I have given each section is general. Joshua is not a book of the law and Psalms is not a book of history. The main chunk of reading in each section is, however, suitably classified as the theme it is under. In order to make the sections even out to have the same general number of books/chapters, this was the closest I could come. Otherwise one would be reading through certain sections (like the Law) for instance, much more often than the wisdom books, etc.
(Fellowship is) an expression of both love and humility. [It] springs from a desire to bring benefit to others, coupled with a sense of personal weakness and need. It has a double motive – the wish to help, and to be helped; to edify, and to be edified. It has a double aim – to do, and to receive, good. It is a seeking by Christian people to know God better through sharing with each other what, individually, they have learned of Him already. J.I. Packer.
A few introductory words of encouragement....
Think of your time feeding on God's Word as a vital aspect of your health and wellness. You wouldn't go a week without brushing your teeth, or eating physical food, don't treat the nourishing of your soul by the Word of God with any less care.
Don't cram multiple chapters if you fall behind of plan, but *do* "back-read" if you have the passion and earnest desire to do so. My habit if I miss a chapter is usually to leave it until that book comes up again the next week (based on my own reading plan) and then read two consecutive chapters rather than the one I am scheduled to read.
Don't be legalistic about the when and how. If you don't get a quiet time in the morning, THAT'S OKAY. Find a moment in the afternoon to grab a drink, sit down and put your feet up, and soak up a chapter. And if that doesn't happen, THAT'S OKAY. Take 15-20 minutes at the end of the day to plump some pillows up in your bed and soak it up before you go to sleep. And if that doesn't happen, IT'S OKAY. Tomorrow is a new day. Don't let the enemy discourage you from spending time in the word TODAY because you didn't YESTERDAY. That's just dumb. Did you get that? DUMB.
If you don't have time to read, meditate. Allow God to bring a passage of scripture to mind and allow yourself to listen. Take time to be quiet in your spirit. While you are washing dishes, folding laundry, vacuuming... cleaning bathrooms.
Spruce things up. Get yourself a PRETTY journal and jot down little things that stand out to you. Use your favourite mug or a pretty glass to pour your favourite drink. Sit in your favourite spot (this could change from day to day and depending on the time of day you read. A sunny spot on the porch in the morning, a wing back chair and a blanket if it's chilly, a garden swing in the shade on a hot afternoon, or plumped up in bed with soft lamplight in the evening. Again, don't be legalistic about the location, pick a happy spot that fits the moment/opportunity.) Oh, and DON'T wait for the pretty journal. Plain lined notepaper or even a crumpled scrap paper will work just FINE until you get one....
Remember while you read, God's word is FOR YOU. yes, it was written to a particular audience in a particular time in history and for a particular reason. But it was also written with YOU in mind, TODAY in mind, and is designed to give you strength and wisdom for the journey.
Claim ONE part of the passage and take it to heart. Read through the chapter without too much introspection at first and see what part most stands out to you. Go back and look at that part more specifically and ask yourself what is in there for YOU?
Ask relevant questions. I usually look at a passage with 2 questions in mind. 1. What does this passage tell me about God's character? 2. What does this passage tell me about humanity (ie, ME, in relation to God? a final and very important question to ask is "What does this passage require of me on a practical level?" Write down one attitude, practice or truth you want you live out TODAY in light of what God has just revealed to you. This is how we take ownership of the Word of God and allow it to relate to us and shape us on a personal level.
Build yourself a monument. As I ponder a passages relevance to me I journal the thoughts that arise. Jotting them down somehow cements my convictions in my mind, almost like laying out stones in a monument so I can go back to that place later and be reminded. I also use those notes to come here and share my thoughts later with others.
Keep your actual quiet time concise. This will help make it more likely the habit will continue to happen on a regular basis. Better to spend 15 minutes in the word daily, than 1 hour once a week.
Don't require absolute "alone" and uninterrupted time (without kids around). If they are around, they can learn to not interrupt you for 15 minutes, just like you spend time with other people when they are around, you can spend time with the Lord with them around too.
Think of God’s Word as a love letter to you. When you read stories of God’s wrath in the Old Testament, think about WHAT love paid the price for all that wrath and how a hand that once smote anyone who dared touch the ark of His covenant now beckons YOU to draw near to the throne of grace. Read everything in light of who God is and how much He loves mankind that in spite of our being so deprived, His love story reaches out, encompasses us, washes us clean, and seeks to draw us near.
May you seek Him, may He be found by you, and may you be blessed on the journey.
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Exodus 4 "Moses reluctance and fear were caused by overanticipation." He was worried about how the people *might* respond to him. We often uild up events in our minds and then panic over what *might* go wrong."
This drew my attention. This is bondage. To live in bondage to every possible thought someone *might* think about you, judgement they *might* make against you, or ways that you *might* not live up to your own or others expectations. This is a very handicapped way to live.
Surrender. It is a wonderful word when used in context of surrender to God. You can surrender all those pointless "mights" and also the horrid habit of trying to micro manage every moment of your life to avoid any possible moment of vulnerability. Vulnerability, when embraced with grace and love, is a truly beautiful thing and nothing to fear. It has the gentle eyes of a beautiful golden retriever, who yes, might knock things over unwittingly with their tail... but who is so much more appealing and desirable than a porcupine.
Samuel 25
"Don't pay any attention to him, he is a fool."
This is so true. I was visiting with a friend last night and she was telling me about about something she had heard in a sermon about the wise, the foolish and the wicked. The wise can look, listen and respond to things objectively, examining what is shared either good or bad and comparing it to truth.
The foolish are not able to do this. They don't know how to be objective and they compare everything through the lens of their own feelings or "beliefs" (which are really deceptions) that are not grounded in truth but in aggrandizement of self.
And there are the wicked who are not only deceived in perception but consciously compare truth to evil, and choose evil.
I get the impression here that Abigail was basically saying to David "pay him no mind. He may be a fool but he is not evil". Fools can be pitied. Why are we even going to try to talk sense to a fool? When they can't see sense because that sense doesn't line up with their own feelings. Why waste your breath when someone is so narrow in their thinking that they truly believe they don't need to answer to anyone (to truth). There is no point, they have made themselves king and have set up their own rules for relationship and living. Wash your hands of them in that state (don't wish them evil and don't feel the need to put them in their place).
Fools live in castles of their own construction that appear to be built with bricks of pride and arrogance, really they are walls of insecurity and fear.
That last sentence really helps me to see others differently. When I think about how some people appear, I can really see the fear & security they are covering up. Great thought! I don't comment often but know that I do follow your study program & enjoy the comments expressed here. Keep it up; know that your "ministry" encourages others, including me!!
Sorry that should have read "the fear & insecurity".
wow. I said that? LOL! Whenever someone comments on something I have said I am always reminded that I am not alone and my rambling "thoughts" look a whole lot more like bold statements when shown up in black text on a white background! Yikes, kind of makes me nervous, LOL.
For the record, I'm sure you all know this, but I am just sifting and processing, not in any way trying to appear to have the answers! I just enjoy puzzling out the various elements of character and life lessons that have been passed down in scripture for our benefit.
I was struck by the parallel between those who trust in human strength and those who trust in the Lord. The first are like stunted underbrush in the desert, parched and never growing, the others are like trees planted by streams of water, flourishing. When we focus inward, we wither, when we focus upward, we flourish. What a joy to "look up" each morning, digest truth, and grow healthy and strong in the things of the spirit!
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